Went to the dentist this morning(oh fun) lol anyways ya we went to the dentist and like right after i was suppose to goto summer school,but then we end up staying longer than we should have and i end up getting tary for class and when ur tardy she doesn't give us our test and i'm like that's bull shit -.- so ya i didn't get to take my test and just did my classwork etc. and then they let us out at 3:15 and i'm calling my mom to see where she's at and she's like were at the mall and i'm like ur where?they already let us out and she's like but it's not time yet and i go ya it is and she looks at her watch and she's like omg,ok i'll be there as soon as i can and i'm like oh god -.-''

And so i wait and wait,try calling again and she's still at the mall...and wait some more and then after a while one of those teachers that were on duty come over and they were like where's ur ride? and i go on the way here and so they pull me over to the side and give me a UPC cause my ride wasn't there at the proper time and i'm like wtf? and they were going on about "ur ride needs to be here on time" and i said it's not my fault that my ride isn't here and they still went on and on and i also said, it isn't my fault that i can't drive anyways and i can't just magically make my ride appear here so all i can do is wait.So i ended up being the last person out of summer school and my mom was like i'm so sry that i got here late, she said she thought that there was another class after mine and i was like no there isn't and she's like well sry i thought there was and i was like it's ok but they can't blame me cause my ride wasn't there on time.

Then my mom went to go do her shopping and my sister was else where lol and i went off to just go look around and i went to a game store and i found the game that i've been looking for like over a year now ._.'' and i was like yay! lol the .hack sign series in the games, i finally found the last one.cause no matter where i went i could never find it x.x and i called my mom and was like guess what and she's like ? and i go i found that game i was looking for n_n and she's like so what are u asking? and i was like well...(lol) i was wondering if u could possibly get it for me?n_n(no job,no money,which equals=can't buy it lol)and she's like fine fine and i'm like yay haha but i had to wait in that game store for like an hour cause that was the last one they had and there was no way i was gonna put it down and leave and risk the chance of someone else getting it lol then after that long wait we went through another store and i ended up getting a little small beanie bag thing (army colors lol)were u can lay ur head on it or w/e and my mom bought me some chinese food cause i only had breakfest this morning and it was like 6(like right around the time we left) and here i am now! lol if u've read this much, i must say u have lots of time lol i don't expect u guys to read it all if u don't want to XP anyways i'll c'ya later everyone! ^^

today was boring x___X lol woke up and did nothing pretty much and then my friend gets on and she's saying that she's leaving to goto Pennsylvania for like a week and i'm like aw man! don't go i'm gonna be so0o0o0o bored lol cause i talk to her all the time pretty much =( waahhh lol i'll make it XP just gonna be really extra boring since she's not around >.> i wish something exciting would happen this summer besides stupid drama ._. hope everyone's having a great summer! XD w00t! lol ( i really need to find something to do before i go insane here)hehe,hmmm...*thinks of something to say*.....*5 minutes later* well i guess that's all for now lol but anyways i'll ttyl later everyone,byebye! ^^

Today is kinda bLeH lol well today i found out that person i was thinking about has a gf he's been dating for 9 months and that things are going really well and i was like oh ok,glad to hear things are going great with him! and my friend that told me was like ur not sad? and i go i'm disapointed but i'm happy to hear he's happy with the relationship he's in.Well as long as he's happy then i don't mind XP i guess that just shows me i should never get my hopes up about something lol cause lately i've gotten my hopes up about some things and next thing u know they go byebye >.> i'm so hopeless i swear lol

one of my friend's friends(lol) he likes me and everything but i don't like him really and he was like what would u say if i asked u out and i go i dunno lol i'd have to think about it but i don't wanna go out with him cause in a way he's kinda...i dunno different and i think he lies about alot of things.(sis knows who i'm talking about lol) earlier today i ran into one of my ex bf's and i'm like what's he doing here!? cause i haven't seen him in a long time and then out of no where he just comes on aim --; i talked to him for a little while i and a little later on he was like don't hate me but umm...will u go back out with me? and i'm like well i dunno i mean i would say yes i guess but i don't just wanna say yes and end up breaking up with u the next day ._.'' and he was like ok.i broke up with this boy like...i dunno how many times and i'm like that doesn't bug u?._. and he goes no and i'm like x.x but ya lol not sure what i should do about anything and i'll just go before this post turns out long like most of them lol. byebye for now! ^^

Ello! =P lol well lately alot of drama has been going on as usual --; but now things seem to have settled down and everythings ok XD Still wishing i had a bf but when i think of this one person i still care about it puts my mind at ease even though i may have not seen him in a long time ^^ i really miss him >.< shoot if i had the chance to be with him again and he'd wait for me i'd wait for him cause unlike robert this person was different and a million times better than robert ever could be.( i wish robert could see that part lol) i never forgot about this person i'm thinking of but since i hadn't seen him in so long there really wasn't much i could have done.But when someone mentioned his name i was like *_* lol i just hope that he's doing ok and that he's happy right now ^^ i know u guys don't wanna hear about this so i'll stop =P

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i came back on my site to just check and see something and all the pictures that i put from Flame of Recca were messed up,so i took them down >< but anyways i'll c'ya guys later!

sry that i haven't been posting x.x the reason is that once i got back from pensacola, i had to start packing and get rdy to goto summer leadership school, which is like boot camp.And just so u know, i didn't do anything bad --; lol but sincei didn't mention how the pensacola trip was, it was fun,but my heart ached at the fact that robert ignored me the entire trip, no eye contact, talked to everyone but me, and a lot more around that ^^ i was hurt by that but now i could care less.When i got back from that trip, i had to pack and leave not the next day, but the day after that to SLS(summer leadership school) for a week. I just got back yesterday XP u know, i thought robert was gonna be there but he wasn't and i was like where is he? and someone told me that he said he rather do work and i found out from someone else that he got moved to the other SLS school, but i didn't even bother thinking about that.The first day was rough and so was the second day.But now that i think back about it, it really wasn't all that bad like i thought it'd be.I would go more into detail but then it would turn out to being a long post n_n so if u wanna know more about it u can IM on aim or u could just ask me through commenting if u want.At SLS they had this one guy always trying to hug me and be competitive with me --; he was like how old are u and i go 15 y? and he said wow ur young and i said and ur? he goes 18 and i was like k. on the night before we left SLS they held a party for us which was awesome lol nothing big but it was fun and that guy challenged me in wrestling and i beat him almost every time and he was like i've wrestled for 3 years and i said i don't wrestle lol and he goes damn u sure? and i go ya and the ppl that were watching were like holy crap she can take him down!? lol it was funny, i had a good time and i didn't think of robert at all but i did think about something else, i hate being single ^^" i felt so lonely in a way, cause at SLS all the girls i knew would say " i miss my bf" " i love him so much" "he's so amazing" and etc. it bugged the crap out of me!! --; i don't know what to do really, i want someone so bad, but i'm not going desperate and just pick anyone *sighs* anyways i'm gonna go before i say to much,byebye! ^^